God, being alone sucks.
I'm not alone, although it definitely feels like it. My primary has been too mentally ill to meet my needs and as such I've resorted to making OF content. Luckily for me, I am poly, but just because an offer is made doesn't mean anyone will take it. In alot of ways, I suppose I am part of the problem: this beggar is very choosy.
After running out of swipes on Tinder, I head to Lex. Tinder is too straight, but Lex is too cringe? Idk maybe I finally need to try Grindr. I'm just worried that I'm going to get immediately inundated with offers for sex that I will have to say “no” to because I'm not into the boys, or worse - I don't find the girls attractive enough. Not that looks are the only thing I care about. A good soul can make up for bad skin. It's just that most ppl aren't really trying to show me their soul on these dating apps.