Actual Diary Entry
I'm outside, soaking up the sun. My girlfriend is next to me. She is playing with her OPZ. I love her so much. I am finally free from the wheel of desire. Satiated. I just had sex 3 days in a row with 2 different ppl, and it's like, god damn this is so sick. There is still some residual ket in my nose and it made going to Carl's Jr. very interesting. This feels shockingly incoherent. Normally when I do this there is substance, but today I have nothing more to say. I want to smoke weed but I feel like I should detox. I love my life.
I've been on drugs for the past three days. To be fair, I've been on drugs my whole life, but it's never been this particular combination of shrooms and ket until recently. 2023 really is shaping up to be the year of the party. I'm not totally sure where my head is at or if I'm being safe. Nothing feels particularly dangerous. But it never does, right? What did SOPHIE think was about to happen? What about DJ Rashad?